mis-perception

some seem to think
not so positive
sometimes expelling
the negative is better
than pretending
or holding it in
and sometimes
it really is non existent
invented and based
on someone’s mis-perception
of who I am
seem to think
getting up five days
a week to work before sunrise
is positive enough
seem to think
watching sunrise when clouds
allow it everyday
is positive enough
seem to think
being negative and alone
as I am would be impossible
without implosion
need to push on everyday
improve on the me
that I see through
these imperfect lenses
open / shut
breath in / breathe out
not a meditation
it’s the daily grind
positivity on the mind...