always maintain(for the record)

dark earlier

by the day

and by the night

thoughts seem to be lighter

not crushing with

more darkness

for the record

much better off still

too much smoke

always maintain fine

above the clouds

floating in between

the thoughts…

suits me best(for the record)

dizzy at times

so much goes on
all around luckily
not a part of anything
any more or less detached
and hanging free
guess it’s what has been desired
all along or what suits me best
why would I even pretend to know
at this point
simply rolling forward

for the record
still like where I am
on the pond…

daily survival

another day in the world

doing what others say

because it’s what we are all

accustomed to and conditioned

to accept

another day of sunshine

east to west

many won’t admit to being stuck

in a system they have no control over

how can we silently forget the future

and the consequences of forgoing

true liberty any longer

not convinced that fear is necessary

another day in the world

and trying to understand

and survive in it daily…

My mom & I

Much Love for my Mom!!!

great drawing by my bro

by mat lessard

all I hear is noise

when this day meant something

nothing was true

it was all an enormous lie

all I can hear now is noise

and the roar of the fire

remembering the bad days

those not so far bad lands

the complete waste of time

it really was always…

nothing concluded 186

most likely as long as

I can keep weary eyes

open to the truth

what could he tell

the world tonight

playing chess

with real pieces

human pieces

weapons might be advanced

but still murderous

most likely another

bag of lies

probably never

real know

even 50 years later

some would say

might be focused

on negative but

positively identifying

those holding negative above

for all to see

and unfortunately

violence might not

be avoided

how many really need to perish

every ten years or so

campaign to end more life

presented as something

other than what it is

war of aggression

most likely war

averted for the moment

the people really

don’t want more death

nothing concluded…

later than usual

up late for a change

listening as usual

trying to actually hear

what the universe is saying

sometimes we all need to tap

that reality a bit

merely opinion no one

is for another war

up late because I can

and choose to think about the things

that billions of war dollars could buy

if they were used for useful things

and not destruction

up late because tonight I can

barely keeping the eyes open

but desire to say no to war once again

don’t know how the rulers are not

run out of town and country

how free can we be if anyone of can be droned

if we get too loud wish that nine percent

would wake up later than usual…