smoke & ice

move around without incident free to be but what does that mean dinner alone at least no one is home this time move around still in the same place mind numb in the cold works great numb who would have said otherwise...

move around change it up a bit kick it up a notch as they might say don't know where any of them are we done here is this all that's left should have waited but somehow claiming to have plenty of time but none now when...
 
move around and pretend you don't see hear or whatever you do do it completely never sit to the side if you have a word listen but silence and light still now at dinner sign the lighter longer days ahead a long with cold nights still to bite early morning grind is what I make of it not allowing the mind to sleep either though it will get numb with thoughts and a pen just as fast just as fast...
 
see how easy that is Miz and that's that the great hunter had many great thoughts and one really bad one gone too soon but his inspiration torn upon like prey to lion's teeth until they drip slow under the twisted pen between numb fingers over smoke and ice across the yard reminded of the loudest fall ever heard might be what set it all in motion kept on moving...

year XL

breakfast with two
of my closest friends
year XL
meaning this year
should be extra large
on what?
unsure which direction
on the mission
to keep on walking
arriving back where I began
must continue while fighting
thoughts of back peddling
going nowhere
knowing this phase of the journey
begins inward studying trying
not to get wrapped up
mentally in the problem
but instead finding the solution
here in the year XL
more thoughts in front of more eyes
and honestly just need one
work think—think we are all thinkers
it's the year XL
write 'em all down...

blessing everyday

society can be peaceful and represent individuals
in different situations in thought in location
every one independent with the goal of freedom
state supervision exists with violent threats
is this the freedom do we desire protection
a society protecting themselves
blessing every day with positive thoughts
but truth cannot be ignored
government needs to be limited in its scope
in its purpose to be elected by the people
its people don't need to be controlled
best case is to keep official business organized
state business truly for the people
is that not the point when did it get away
but further when did it become
a joke that freedom to be individuals
necessary to turn to the self and examine
evil that invasive government has become
in its infancy it may have served its purpose
its invasion into every aspect of human life
worst case scenario it will never change
state will never give up its power and control
an amazing turn of events could prove
intolerable to their vice like grip
one day the sun will rise on new ideas...

what to expect

if you are reading this your mind is open
you don't know what to expect as you read and
want more to be entertained
a mind not satisfied with propaganda true
vision of what can be done to resist because
of freedom knowing it's still within reach
the decision to disobey those who hold power
future freedom depends on the strength of those who
imagine the worlds supporting an independent mind
a quest to undo that which erodes liberty
boot licking propaganda won't further any freedom
stamping in place and being mad frustrated
on another level motivated to be happy
a cure for negative thoughts knowing the
human race is larger than the power that controls
face a mirror biggest change the decision to stand up and be happy
forever probably depends on it...

you are both right

cross the eyes
just to get the head straight
back to do with nothing
to do with everything
and the policy is to simply push
onward because honestly the goal
is to make it somewhere somehow
but where and why I mean how I mean
and why some will be right
because they get it
and some will be right
because it probably doesn't make sense...

put up with me at best

no state should be the goal
but the power structure
is solid with a monopoly
on force change can
probably gain momentum
from within less dependency
on the power structure
that exists and more constructive thought
on a better way to make
freedom work for the people
who are supposed to be free
and what's your favorite time
probably your free time
but how much of the free time
is actually appreciated
sometimes I won't be calm
and I get insulted by people
who put up with me at best...

fight stagnation

keep putting ideas down on paper
inking thoughts with words
trying to build something
let it be read
put them right there like
what are you up to
when you approach
these ideas these words and thoughts
cold winter as expected
random thought as expected
who would have thought
everyone paying attention
keeping the writing going
despite numb fingers
same location different time
mind has evolved from where it was
here before but without change
stagnation takes over
keep putting down my thoughts
to fight stagnation...

cage letters

when the idea is that of peaceful
there is no need to control all the riches
or any or some would be nice
only to make the work load less
much to be learned in letters back and forth
minds both free in life cages
some are those with doors left open wide
and one is that with locked doors
except to feed the birds
on the wrong side of the cage
when the idea is that of freedom
there is no need for recognition
shut doors need to be opened more
often than not at all
might slow down or even stall get caught up
in one of those life cages
never stop opening doors...

two in twelve

another one to start up
quick like a new car
sun shining cold still
biting in the air
out here clouding it up with ideas
and stories hardly created
and lost like conversations
that become forgotten
as objects flipped through
like a deck of cards
pick one put it back
let the car warm up in the morning
only ten minutes start it before
most even on days off
get the coffee going
hard to believe this being year forty
almost twice as many blank books filled
still sifting for the thoughts
someone will want to read
two brothers within twelve hours
told me to write a novel...