questions posed to a new
person of interest
and so many thoughts
pouring out like smoke
and a few glasses of wine
to welcome the storming sky
suddenly illuminated
the mind more truth
why am I here
maybe selfish already enjoy
the company and low grade
motivation keeping relaxing the vibe
find the balance and never hold
on too tight mistakes helped me walk
the path of right now
the ever-changing constant time
pulsing and moving forward
it’s still right now
always will be right now
then lessons learned to never
repeat only practice perfecting
the imperfections of life
inspired by the beautiful struggle
the one eye live and the one eye see
crossing paths and keeping on
sharing space and sitting in solitude
simultaneous and random as well
random as hell maybe lifted
to a different place entirely one eye
never seen maybe only in dreams
that are barely remembered
forgetting what is unnecessary
and will become
hurdles cleared and left behind…
closing my eyes and seeing things
only dreams produced previously
rebuilding with the random
this life and crazy thoughts
sent a message got a call
looking into brown eyes
words cannot describe
thoughts put this deer in headlights
insert expletive here there anywhere
from now on everything changed
positive smoke screen straight up
to the visible stars look up
and get connected by light years in seconds
blowing the mind everyday
with truth self-doubt destroyed
standing with that truth ever since…
positive thoughts
from where I am at
to there
not some negative
backwards destruction
of care
still breathe the same air
this time without any hair
laughing like
it was way back when
years stack up like
ten plus ten
far too much seen
in these places
we have been
picked up where
we left off
back at it again
different attitude
time to head home
into my head really
my only home
never really knew
how to write down a poem
just stacking up beautiful
thoughts my home
calls it a poem
lifted above any
research group thinking
rising above moving forward
never sinking…
then again thinking
maybe it doesn’t matter much
fucked up thinking
walking crooked no crutch
just go along with it
but its freaking me out
just go along with it
because no one is speaking out
every chance to plant seeds
surely I do
to the minds that I meet
if you’re reading this you too…
