burned it up

never been a victim

never claimed to be

always going forward

now never looking back

burned it all up in smoke

all the thoughts and pictures

don’t want any reminders

got plenty of reasons for regret

top of the list too much trust

never knew such betrayal

sealed with an order to stay

a football field away

go start that new life with

no revelation of truth…

no one thinks like this

no one thinks like this

might be what puts me above the trees

like clouds created the scenes I choose

be a part of the puzzle life is

never easily figured

outside the situation I do not know much

admittedly much too patient

and the taste isn’t that good from the bottle

rather the other option go figure

who knew it would be so easy to keep on walking

opposite direction as the five year mistake

only helped to destroy and developed weakness

allowing one with no direction to lead the way

no one thinks that which appears solid could be soft

and crushed under weight offering no support

no one thinks they will betrayed by one they love

payback for the one I hurt to be where I was

hard to follow and wouldn’t want to

but still stronger now and although no one thinks

like this might just be preparation

for the worst type of support that is out there

which is no support at all…

remembering 9-11-01

I cannot and will not accept the lies that we have been forced to swallow for 11 years now, please take the time to watch this video, for the families of 9-11 victims, for the first fire fighters and rescue workers who risked their lives and died trying to save others, for the truth as hard as it might be to digest, and for AMERICA it is OUR country and we NEED to know the TRUTH!!!!

touching the dream

906/2012 (755 pm) "Pembroke"

twisted again around thoughts
as they pour from the pen moving
as if it knows which word
will come next time seems to stand
still in arms perfectly wrapped
two spots upper and lower
slowly into what could be a dream
but it would end upon waking
touching the dream
eye thought eye had drifted
far into fantasy
the best reality eye can find
a smile with every look back from
those brown eyes...

change is made

too big of a heart having
muthah fahkah that I am
benefit of the doubt giving at every turn
stupid decision making...
no heart having mutha fahkah
so much things to say nothing to do
when it comes to making changes
always someone else's problem
maybe look into the heart
to see if it's still there
probably gone definitely forgotten
or something like that
what do I know
all that has gone on
don't know what the fahk I did
stayed way too long is
what the fahk I did
made the change is
what the fahk I did...