Sunday, March 9, 1997

nothing concluded 40

leaving the side
of my bed shaking
no I do not know
the reason got
up because I couldn’t sleep

trying to collect
all that I have
accomplished realizing I do
not have much to show
can’t stop

the dizzy mind spin
cursed this spot
where I stand
these passed few months
shaking off

the day’s weariness
if possible
but it’s not gone
by morning
sleep didn’t help

soon I will be out on
my own with new worries
don’t want to rush the future
anymore than it goes
on it’s own

solitary confining myself
in the present moment
in the regular
spot a mess
and I can’t wipe it clean

no matter now
mind clearing
stretching
achy as hell
nothing concluded…

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