until the proper month

after all these days
still trying to figure out
what any or all of this means
after all these years
learning no one knows
and we are probably not
supposed to know
it might blow our minds
all at once everyone understands
and it might be too hard
for the earth to handle
after all these hours
still watching the sun
slowly move out of view
no one will argue
the days are getting longer
season of rebirth merely
around the corner
after all these minutes
somehow still not cold
these warmer days
tease us until
the proper month...