small enough

small enough I would
crawl between the rocks
like the smoke
when a fire lit
a cave system created
to encircle the fire
wonder if I can continue
through the coldest months
to come days still shorter
less than a week longer
again small enough
to notice the sizes
and lights above us
and how they appear and
disappear out of view
small enough
to appreciate the magnitude
of life at each moment
than all at once
the sunlight bursts
through a thick cloud
right into my eyes again
with force no wonder
it's been worshiped
ever since always
and then some...