into a dream

spinning wheels when I start
at zero don't ever care
if I become a hero
to none but to some
I am someone just looking to find
some fun in the world
so many collect stress
spinning wheels
back to the start again if I have
to I will take it apart
and rebuild what I can
just about all that I am
therefore I think
up higher than the average
so I won't sink except into
a dream I seldom remember
last time green grass seen
probably December or
was it the dream of warmer weather
reconstructing memories
scattered here sometimes I have
no idea what I am building
until I am done...