Friday, July 11, 1997

back in the shadows

don’t care about many things
possibly a bit more paranoid than others
with good reason
another nail
though he won’t lie still
the air in here is getting harder to breathe every minute
are you the thief he fears
when night time arrives
he stands back in the shadows
watching expecting what he doesn’t want to see
waves of anger crash onto him like high tide
on the most fragile rocks
creating cracks and shattering the hardened surface
a pied piper pushing yourself out of the river
onto a higher stage
the game where winners and losers stand all around
being neither a winner nor a loser
refusing to play the game
relaxed posture watching everything slip away
with the ebb
been the welcome mat for so many
the mat has worn many holes
and may crack and crumble under foot
what makes him any stronger than before
the knowledge of how weak he really is
many stand around and try to hold the lid
not lying still keeps them from keeping him destroyed
he can’t stand the thief
stealing not material possessions
he has none of any importance—
thieves of the past
gather with nothing to show for what they have taken
empty souls and hands
have nothing and the emotion that they steal
they know not how to use
take heed—if your ideas are on thievery
you need not steal from him
if what he has is not content
where it is
then he would be willing to give it to you
never have been able to stand up so high
fearing the crash
will not settle for the pedestal below
the stones of failure
completing the enigma that he is
hear too much
nothing without the emotion
deceitful wiles and half smiles
salt on his lips touching a forehead
think he doesn’t know
don’t expect any explanation
words written
rain or dew drops
still sit soaking as it is so easy to remember
so hard to forget what he has said
meaning to be found in any of this
cannot be found by all
that man that stands alone
needing not the support
all have departed from his side as will you
and all promises made are made in vain
the rain will drench his soul
without harm to anyone
no one sees him in his thought he is alone
never becoming anything more than what he is
at this moment
right now ready to go
see him shine as stars in the ominous sky
that is the mind
truly understand that
a step ahead
when the clouds clear
see the shine of thousands of stars

then will you know. . .

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