fighting to feel better

fighting off the feeling
of sickness and using
the day to rest actually
able to notice the longer
day as sun emerges
for a second time today
being out on the porch
at this time daily allows
me to track the position
of the sun still trying to fight
fatigue at every angle
from sunrise to sunset
it’s a severe heaviness
maybe brought on by the rain
it seems necessary to lie
down to regain some strength
back to the early grind
in the morning hopefully
it passes fast like it usually
does for now enjoying
the sun shining on the small pond
in the corner of the yard
gives me the energy and the motivation
to fight harder to feel better...