cold as expected

cold is back again
but it’s winter
and it is expected, no?
nowhere to escape
if outside
it’s where I blow my smoke
so cold I will be again
but it’s winter
so I dress for the chill
sitting so still
hidden from any wind today
found a spot trying to
fill up the end of this book
before onto the next
historically speaking
coming up on another milestone
soon if they are kept track
of like laps in a race
only it seems as if I am running
backwards at times
if it is January
it is expected to be cold...