repeat for 25 years

there are days
and this empty feeling
no thought not a negative
empty but a feeling
of cleansing or reinvention
on a regular basis
to keep the thoughts fresh
not as repetitive despite the process
of repetition spanning 25 years
and probably longer
some days stronger than others
and the fullness of the night thoughts
pour like the rain came down today
there are days when no one else
speaks everyone keeps in their own world
which is powerful to witness
and be empty enough to appreciate
the solitude swimming through
another night without a fire
but plenty of thought
from this empty mind...