only right now exists

always worried
about an end
to something so comfortable
always worried my comfort
will make me lose
my perspective on life
everything will end
and there is nothing I can do
to stop this end
always worried and that place is not
where I should be
enjoying every moment I have
treating each as if it were my last
man has said many times
now is the only time
this is true
hard to avoid thought
on what could bring
this now
to an end
looking into eyes
tomorrow disappears
only right now exists. . .