wall of confidence

don't know what to believe
but myself more and more
building confidence
like a wall people can see
or more of a sign or
a signal to everyone around
that I believe in myself
and even though my confidence
was beat back quick fast
and decision made to wake up
and live then think with purpose
prepare for whatever
comes or we run into
and do not assume
you have been taught
the truth all along
back to where I sit
behind my wall of confidence
based belief in the self
which happens to be mine
what else can I change
it has to start from within
the heart center of who
we are and who I am...