Wednesday, November 21, 2007

never wanted to be(for the record)

no idea
what is going on
an eye sore and admittedly
the pain behind it all
taking too many chances
like pills they say will make me
feel like myself again
point me in the right direction
never knew myself
still don’t
fix myself find health
make wealth

for the record
the hole is too deep
can’t even spend too much
time discussing
and I am disgusting
myself I know this much

for the record
became the guy I never
wanted to be
said I would never be
didn’t know how much strength
it would take to avoid that hole
can’t escape
might take years…

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