just call me

just call me when the storm is over
no longer want to sit in the rain
it depresses me
so many times before like a wet dog in the rain
hard to believe
the rain used to make me smile
that smile is gone...just call me when the snow is shoveled
or melted or just gone
I really don't care how
so many times knee deep and stuck
too long like a car spinning it's wheels
not moving an inch
hard to believe
the white once brought amazement
that amazement is gone...just call me when the sun is shining
hope you don't burn
so many times been burned by all kinds of sun
used to the pain it brings tears
can't even feel it anymore
wish I wasn't so numb
that feeling is gone...just call me when it returns
and when the rain won't soak my eyes
when the snow won't block my path
when the sun won't burn my back
just call me when I am ready to smile
when I am ready to be amazed
when I am ready to feel again
until then don't call
right now I am gone...