wishing to cut out the memory completely
erase the entire action maybe even
eliminate and forget the whole year
oh seven up until the fool’s day twenty twelve
biggest mistake no longer can dwell
not one more moment of hate
the worst feeling there is to feel
and far too much feeling at all
for a subject that has no feeling
no compassion and oblivious to reality
product of the environment created around
some ugly thought of being entitled
or just an ugly thought
in this opinion which is the only one that matters
when the facts are lined together
like the kind of page unused
like a brain unused to think and more
to manipulate those around
to suit some needs and wants
that don’t ever make sense
so glad to be done in that area
of the world right down the street
in the middle of some hell I created
and had to be ripped from it
by an enemy showing the real
enemy was the one who kicked me from the bed
made too much noise while sleeping
resting to make more plans to manipulate
and well I guess it’s a good thing
the subject has a mirror to show how pretty
but I finally found the mirror which
showed me how ugly that pretty could be
let it be done only days from final
possible sighting with any reason for interaction
it will be done never was who
seen by this subject with skewed vision
and one goal to keep the look pretty
despite the old ugly inside…
