in the dark again

and I wander out into a field of thought I knew        

where I was going to try to make a point       

where I can go no further than ever before I

start to go astray cat runs out from under the porch  

and I don’t know whose it is not one I

recognize my own weaknesses and this is a

plus and when adding it all up I may make a

mistake or two many thoughts in my head

to compute the sum total of whatever I am

trying to say that this is what my mind does at times

I am spinning sideways and the highways      

are my ways seem to be different each time I

go I stop and think I know where I will end up or

down but what is the difference is that I am

trying to get to where I am right now and

then I am confused by my own thought I saw my      

self in one thought I saw myself in one         

light but I end up breaking the bulb and

no I am in the dark again the spin has started and     

down I go into the abyss that is my mind       

mælström making me dizzy but I will pull

through the dark I created I see that which no light

could show me the door slammed shut on a   

sideways glance around and see something I

have failed to notice in the past the calm spot ten

minutes ago I thought this was going some    

where it has never reached so high, but still

can’t touch the sky appears to fall, but slams me       

back into my seat has become quite

uncomfortable…