multiplicity of ideas

when did it all start making sense again
the truth is I could probably figure it out to the minute
mind always distracted most of the time
is changing quickly whether by desire or because of the
disturbed nature of going against the grain
the change won't come while doing the same old thing a
multiplicity of ideas surprise the day
of normalcy becomes instantly different
things appear more important
is this a moment of clarity
produced by the mind turning down the noise
but hearing every word wonderful
when surprised at the strength of
the self taught to unlearn and release the
mind that's been molded since grade one it
is probably even earlier now late in the mind
quieted itself down and now I can see
the thoughts slow to a crawl over the
multiplicity of ideas in and out
of the mind sitting still sifting through
things that matter and those that don't and thought
disappears quietly into the darkness of tonight...